This is a memory of 🐛 when 👩‍⚕️K and 🐛 were just good friends.

🐛was an extremely shy person who do not expect girls to like him.

So 🐛 has never had any romantic relationship with any girl.

All his life there was only 1 girl who 🐛 felt attracted to enough for the 🐛 to leave the safety of his cocoon to try to have a friendship with.

🐛 passed a note to 👩‍🔬C that 🐛 would like to be friends with 👩‍🔬C.

However because 🐛 had so great an inferiority complex, 🐛 did not expect that 👩‍🔬C would want to be friends with  🐛. 

🐛 did not follow up on the note or try to talk with 👩‍🔬C. 

Many years passed by during which 🐛 did not have any real friendships with girls. Then 👩‍⚕️K came along.

👩‍⚕️K was a staff of company which 🐛 audited as an audit clerk in an accounting firm.

👩‍⚕️K joined the church that 🐛 attended and so 👩‍⚕️K and 🐛 would meet every Sunday.

🐛 felt at ease talking to 👩‍⚕️K and so became to treat 👩‍⚕️K as a friend or a sister.

Instead of hiding, 🐛 started to open up to 👩‍⚕️K and could tell her anything, including🐛 hopes and dreams.

Something 🐛 stupidly did was to tell 👩‍⚕️K about the Miss Perfect that 🐛 hopes to marry. 

Just like the Miss Perfect, Natalie, in the video below was hurt, 👩‍⚕️K was hurt by what 🐛 said.

Who does 🐛 think he is?  🐛 Is not Prince Charming or Mr Eligible. Anyone who can meet the ideals that 🐛 hope for will definitely not want to marry a wretch like 🐛.

The above video uses Manglish or Malaysian English. "Pinjam" means borrow.

Natalie did not meet the ideals of Michael but Michael eventually realised that Natalie was his Miss Perfect.

🐛 is so blessed that the Miss Perfect, 👩‍⚕️K was willing to marry the wretched 🐛.